Anonymity

Numb and lifeless
All vigor taken hostage,
By the fears.
Troubled by the demons-
In anonymity it fought,
A war that raged much uncertainties.

Remembrances were obscure-
Responses quavered.
Things occurred
Unexplainable, actions not justified.
Lost in angst -
Terrified by the voices.

Every face that passes by-
Inspires to wrought the character.
In this very exercise to better oneself,
With time, reflections in the mirror have failed
To identify the self.

How can the bloodshed be justified -
Handful of ash washed away by the waters,
Reminds nothing is eternal.

If existed a hand,
I crave for one
To pull out of the nothingness.